I am So MAD!!!!

http://www.road2thin.com for pictures & goals

I just got done working out. Of course the place has mirrors all over the room. I sit there looking at myself going. How in the hell did I let myself get like this. I mean, when I had gained 20 pounds, why didn't I go, holy shit you just gained 20 pounds. 20 became 30 and 30 became 70. None of my clothes fit, I reluntantly go buy clothes just a little too tight, that I hope to loose a few pounds and fit in. I have 20 pair of pants that won't fit, and countless shirts. I mean, when you have out grown your shirts, my god.

.......Well I wrote that last night as a draft. So I have to use those feelings to improve myself. I feel like I have a long way to go. But little by little I will improve myself.

Signing out.